Three years from now

Whenever anyone ever asked me where I thought I'd be in so many years, 

I'd always get overwhelmed. Like how in the heck am I suppose to know? 

The truth is I never would have imagined myself to be the places I've been. 

I never would imagined the heart aches I have gone through to be apart of my life.

Because of the heartaches though,

I never imagined I would be in a good place once again either. 

I always thought my life would be different than it is. 

When I was younger I thought I would get married and have kids, someday. 

But then as I got older and struggled so much, I thought I never would. 

Even though I thought my life would end up both ways, at certain points in my life, 

it is still so different than I ever thought it would be. 

Marriage is different than I thought it would be. 

Easier in some ways, harder in others. 

So is being a mama to three little ones. 

But it's my life and I'm glad it's the road God had for me. 

So, in three years, where will I be?
I'm not sure really.

I know I'll be here though, still with my family.

Maybe it will just be the five of us or maybe we will have another child or two.

I'll be here, loving my husband and children. 

More than yesterday because the love grows.

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