God, Family, and Blogging

I've been struggling with blogging lately. 

I used to blog almost daily, but then I had a newborn + a toddler.

Most of the time it just wasn't possible.

There have been times when I've really missed blogging,

But other times when I've seriously thought about giving it up. 

A while ago I wrote about being addicted to the internet 

And how I feel felt like it took away from things.

I felt like it took away from my time with God, 

focusing on my children and husband, and the apartment. 

That's what the internet does and I feel like for me, it always will be an issue. 

Later I wrote about being on the computer less and I was.

Was I perfect? No. Was I where I wanted to be? No. But it was better.

That's why I've thought about giving up blogging + the guilt.

Part of me feels like I've abandoned my blog & blogging friends.

I don't post as often as I would like or as much as I feel I should. 

I rarely get to read other blogs and if I do, I rarely have time to leave comments.

I hardly ever respond to comments left on my blog. I feel so bad about that!

I tell myself I'll get better, I want to get better!
There never seems to be enough time or coffee! ;) 

I struggle with these feelings, but I also know that life isn't about blogging. 

Life is about living for God and doing what He places on my heart to do. 

There's a lot to learn from God and I am trying to get back to a good place with Him.

Life is about Him and my family.
That's what I'm trying to focus on.

All this to say I'm sorry I haven't been around much.

I'm sorry I don't post often or read your blogs the way I have before!

Gosh, I sure miss reading blogs!

I'm sorry for not commenting or responding to your nice words.

Please know they mean much and warm my heart! They make my day!